To start with, this picture always makes me smile. Kevin honestly fell asleep like this and was even snoring. I never thought I could go get the camera and take the picture with him staying in that same position but I did. Oh, I love that man. I dreamed last night that I was able to hold Kevin as much as I wanted to. I knew in the dream that this was a special moment and I enjoyed every moment of it. I just hugged him, kissed his neck, looked into his eyes and told him how much I love him. It was wonderful. People think it makes me more sad to have those kind of dreams, but actually it makes me feel calm and dreamy. The whole day I sort of day-dreamed about how wonderful it was to be with Kevin and that is nice. It is the moments when I feel like I have no links to Kevin that make me crazy. Like when I think about not having his Christmas stocking up this year or not having to buy him any gifts. That is when I get upset. Or, when I am generally overwhelmed with life.
No comments:
Post a Comment